When your life changes drastically and when you feel like everything around you is going down like a crashing missile that you know is going to miss its target for sure , here is the moment when your whole life echoes for you including all the good and the bad memories you had , a silent echo of tears, a silent echo of hiccups .
In that particular moment you keep hearing your messy thoughts and you affirm yourself with a lie that its normal to hallucinate and have delusions . You have those flashbacks in which you tried your level best to get what you could not right now . Your cheeks are wet because of the tears that are rolling down , your eyes have given up long ago because of all the swelling and you cant even recognise the figure you stare at, in the mirror now..
Be so fucking proud of yourself for making through all the silent echoes of pain and breakdowns when others thought you were just doing fine!
Be grateful for what you got instead of what you lost ,because you don't even know how many people are envying you right at this moment , you just need to be strong like you were always before and show every single person out there that you're capable of something so much more they cant even imagine to have..!
You evolved so much just because of that breakdown which you once had , you got to know the difference between real and fake friends , you got surrounded by people that know your worth ,that feels like home and that can actually relate to you in so many ways , that wishes the best for you and that's exactly what you need to be grateful for ..!
Push yourself to your limits ,until the echo of your success doesn't remain silent but returns back with a thump on all those who mocked you when you were having a hard time!
When you lookback you can see that there was a time when you were struggling to just get an escape from all of the shit you were in ,when life was so excruciating to bear ,when everything seemed depressing ,when you had a sudden urge to ghost every single person ,although being an extrovert you turned into an introvert in no time … strange huh ? I call it reality check .. now just look around and watch it this very moment how things have changed and how far have you come , you trespassed all your insecurities which you feared once and now you have a thousand reasons to look up to life which once used to feel heavy ..
That marks the end to the painfully beautiful but silent echoes of all the struggles you dealt with and about which no one is ever gonna know about but you , raise a toast for yourself for bearing it all and making it through all with so much courage and fake smiles for the brutally coward world out there .
Let the cheers echoooo…….
